The Big Bang Theory had a very clear stance on fatherhood: it’s terrifying, it ruins lives, and it must be treated like a death sentence. Nothing exemplifies this better than when Bernadette announces she’s pregnant again, and Howard reacts like someone just blew up the Death Star with his soul inside it.

“Fans will get to hear backstage secrets and previously unheard stories as well as learn about the creative process and decision-making that brought each episode to life through conversations with guests like director James Burrows and cast members Kunal Nayyar, Kevin Sussman, and John Ross Bowie,” the release read.